{"id":176,"date":"2010-06-11T17:58:47","date_gmt":"2010-06-11T21:58:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/?p=176"},"modified":"2010-06-11T18:04:23","modified_gmt":"2010-06-11T22:04:23","slug":"panic-attack","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/?p=176","title":{"rendered":"Panic Attack"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I got my appliance in. I was brave at first, taking it all in stride until I got home and I tried eating my first meal. What a nightmare! Sure it sounds like I&#8217;m exaggerating but for someone who loves food as much as I do this is probably one of the worst offenses I&#8217;ve had to endure. With this new intrusion in my mouth, basically a metal retainer that&#8217;s glued to the top of my palate just the simple act of chewing and swallowing my food has become a painstaking process.<\/p>\n<p>That night I tossed and turned in bed. I dreaded what the next 9 months would be like with this new appliance handcuffed to the inside of my mouth. I couldn&#8217;t picture myself ever being able to get used to it. I started to freak out. It may well have been the closest I&#8217;d ever been to experiencing a panic attack. I could put a halt to this all right now, cancel the surgery and the braces I thought to myself and be done with it. So what, I have to have gum surgery for the rest of my life &#8211; Anything is better than having to deal with this hell! But then I reasoned that I had come this far with the process and I knew that it was the best decision for me so I had to stick with it.<\/p>\n<p>Next thing I knew it was morning. I actually managed to fall asleep somehow. Things didn&#8217;t seem so horrible anymore, maybe I just had a chance to get over the initial fear of it all. I can&#8217;t say that I&#8217;m feeling completely at ease but I&#8217;m at  least starting to get used to it. And that&#8217;s a good step forward since the worst is yet to come with my surgery around the corner.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Took chewing for granted now this dental appliance is driving me crazy!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-misc"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=176"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":196,"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176\/revisions\/196"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vidyalutchman.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}